today's AMI was much better than last's week... and i'm glad they made it into a 1 hour show so it takes up less time! :) i think jasmine, george, fantasia, diana and even jennifer did great! hmmm... camile wasn't up there, but she's slowly improving. John just sucked tonight though. and a show tt i so look forward to, and tt i love so much, tt usually cheers me up... nope, didn't do it for me today.

just been bumming in front of the TV tonight cuz i just feel so crapped up, and can't bring myself to do anything...watched andre losing to calleri... sighs... and also a point of justine's finals. i reached home too late to watch the front portions. u see, had fencing today... i went down there, and just had to interview so many J1s. damn boring job when some of them are just so boring! how are they gonna be leaders if they've no idea whatsoever of what they're gonna do and they fumble at every question we ask? got so frustrated i was being a little mean, shooting question after question and asking some really hard ones. can't believe i've to do another round of this on saturday. whatever... i just dun like the life i'm living now. its like i can't do anything well enough, and then i feel sucky. ha... so much point in tt rite?

school today was quite slacky i suppose. and i'm today broke... sighs.

congrats to u pple tt got the 3 S Paper applications! :) i knew u'd be able to do it... haha.

and woohoo, Usher's album sold so much. amazing man... hope Janet takes over the number 1 mantle this week though. haha...

hmmm, my command of english is really pathetic... i can't spell geometric and initial, can't differentiate between disinterested and uninterested... and everything else... bah.

and today... hmmm, i've just been going up and down like so crazy kid on drugs. started up, then went down, then went up again, went down again, and now its back up. ahhh... shall not talk too much abt it...

anyway, my legs are tired... haha... ran 8 rounds yesterday, played bball and had tennis lessons and ran a hell lot. today... another 6 rounds for 2.4 time trial. not too pleased with my timing... think its a C? or maybe a B.... not sure.... but its not good... i'm just deproving.

anyway, bought DAMITA JO. its hot... :) and its all over the place... go get it!! haha... its really nice... except in singapore... there appears to be 1 less track. but nevermind, i've got the track on my comp... :)

Playing Now: Damita Jo Album in full...

today started off well enough... was generally very happy... till things started to go terribly wrong... :(

went to the staff room to hand in my Chem S assignment, and met jeanne tan... i asked, how did the class do? she shook her head... so i asked how many Fs... then she said 1, and 2 As... then she added, what happened to u? tt didn't sound good... so i asked... tell me i at least got a B... then she went... probably. she went to check... and yeah, i did... but i'm terribly annoyed with myself. how am i supposed to know what went wrong? well, i'll wait till i get my paper back before making any further comments. but yeah, currently, i'm in a very bad mood. sometimes, i wonder why i even chose to take Chem S when chem is consistently my worst subject. and it doesn't help tt most of my friends are geniuses... i just feel even stupider. bah.

and then, tennis today - crap! i played like crap... was just hitting the ball, not a game or anything. i just hit everything either wide, long or halfway up the net. wth... can't even get it across and into the middle. totally pathetic.

and then, dear Mrs Chee is chasing me for my GP compre tt is due last month. heck... i've not finished it. what the hell is wrong with me??!? why is everything in such a mess?!! i feel violent. i just wanna hurl things into the wall and watch them break right now.

side note: stayed up to watch arsernal vs MAN U... hmmm, glad it ended in a draw... kinda expected it to. but at the 85th min, i decided to off the TV and leave the results for tmr in case i jinxed them... so it worked... :)

and i'm so glad venus and serena and winning again... venus beat daniela... and apparently, daniela has been playing better than whatever she's been playing this year... so tt's cool

have just been playing too much for my own good... haha...

today, woke up so late, then played some Xbox, till yihan came... then went down to play tennis... boy was it sorching hot, hey it was 2pm, so what did u expect? had to take breaks ever so often. at 4, finally, those 2 pesky boys finally arrived... then we played a doubles match... continuation of tt match we lost in a tie break after being up 5-1 and having 5 set points. This time, we did get to 5-1, and we didn't lose the set... it was the same thing in the third set... we went up 5-1 and won the set 6-1. So basically, it was a good thrashing! yeah yihan... :)

after tt, everyone came up and played some xbox... and yuan had to leave due to some... hmmm, should i say doggy problems? ;) haha... yes, then cm, yh n me played cluedo... welcome change from monopoly. it was brainwrecking... ok, i wasn't actually meticulously taking down notes like the other 2, but hey, i came real close 3 times... i was consistently the closest? i mean, i should've won once.. i asked yihan, then he said he solves... then i said i can solve too, and he insisted he said it first, so he'll win. blah... haha...

after tt, went to play WC3 with nick... was quite irritated... i fixed my wireless net connection which was down... and could host games again, but then, secs b4 nicked finished his business in the toilet, which took forever as usual, the net just stopped working. just like tt!! so i had to use cable, n i can't host games with cable... anyway, so we just played some game... was quite fun... my team won, though i suspect i was the weakest link? ;P haha... oops... then after tt, it was like 140am, after 2 games i think... so i went to play myself since nick has to sleep for his 'pu-si' tmr... hmm, i wonder y he loves it so much... :P the last game's quite fun... enjoyed it lots! :) hey...

now, i shall go off to fix the stupid net connection...

Site updates: vid on the left is changed to Yeah! by Usher, wanted to put Burn there, but can't a streaming vid of it... and Venus has launched her very own official website, its so pretty! :) Link is added below, but in case u wanna see it, its here...





and wow, apparently, she's started her own interior design company as well!! so amazing...



gosh, my eyes are dying... :P crazy day today... so tired in the morning, as a result, think i kinda killed my chances of getting an A with my cascade of careless mistakes... whatever, last paper, shalln't care so much... but really, shouldn't have slacked so much yesterday and end up sleeping at 12... :(

anyway, my eyes are dying cuz after the paper, we (nick, zp, 7 4P guys are some 4L guys) went to lan... kk, those 4P and 4L pple are RI gepper classes i'm referring to if u're wondering. first was CS, which, i'm so not proficient at. haha, i seldom play PC shooters, am so much better with console shooters, so was just kinda target practise? haha, ok, at least i did kill some pple... after tt, was warcraft... woah, playing with zheng yuan, ying quan etc... they are too zai already man... i've not played warcraft for how long? haha, but then we played some custom maps after tt, and hey, it was cool, except it cost so much and made my eyes so tired - 4 hours... :P

so after tt, off we went for lunch at PS, where we shared some seafood platter for 3 at cafe cartel, it was quite nice... :) was darn full and sleepy after the meal, was gonna fall asleep on the couch, haha... then, the 3 of us tried to look for a movie to watch, and guess what, nothing nice to watch, so crap... all the nice movies are 'COMING SOON'... whatever... so zp went home to play more CS... leaving nick with me. i wanted to get Usher's new album - Confessions, so decided to run over to HMV, and found it... listening to it now, its some good R&B... ahhh, getting back some sanity, no more excessive pop... :P k, anyway, so we went on, just wandering round, talking nonsense, looking at everything around, and bumping into many pple... and i went to royal sporting house, bought the shirt i liked, and saw the other day... oh boy, spent a lot of money today... guess its a nice way to celebrate? :P yeah...

can't wait for the tmr, yh, yuan cm coming over to play tennis... am so longing for tennis.

oh, latest update for topspin? the character i created over the common tests, i named Venus... has reached number 1, won a slam and has a 24-1 record i believe... not bad eh? :P haha...

and bye bye matt... good riddance! u can't sing.

after last week's american idol... this week's was a let down... :( i mean, what happened to jasmine, jon... etc?? well, at least some pple still kept up their performances... diana, george, LATOYA, Fantasia and Amy... ok, John was quite good despite his forgetting of words... Camille picked it up this round... think she'll stay... :)

ok, let's see what's been happening... tues, when i was a lunch at yoshinoya... there was this very friendly and helpful waitress there, she just kept talking to me, though her purpose in approaching us was to help nick open his jelly. haha, he spent so long tugging at it, and boy was she pro. she came and opened it with a gentle touch... and she taught me how to open jap soup bowls though i didn't buy soup? so amusing... :P

k, glad i got a nice long rest... it just recharged me... phew! and today, on the way to school, there was a drama king on the train! gosh, he was practically shouting into his phone, whining away, and goodness know doing what?! the whole carriage, no wait, 2 carriages could hear him, and pple just kept turning to glare at him. he was either oblivious, or enjoying the attention... LOL... well, he was quite agitated...

and i finally gotta play tennis, so happy... i was so shocked when it suddenly poured at about 5. i was in cheers, and it was hot and sunny, and 5mins later, i stepped out, and it poured... it was like... huh? well, it didn't last tt long, and i gotta pound some balls... so quite happy... :)

sky over my house looked clear enough... but no, it suddenly starts to pour... grrr, stop please? or i'd have no tennis lessons... :(

and feel a little poppish today... so shall change the vid to Just A Little While... :P

haha, its starts tmr... yup, good luck and all the best to all having their tests next week... and beyond? (hopefully not)

not totally prepared for chem, but its quite good compared to say math or physics which i've yet to really touch on... dread to think what'll happen if the tests are hard... :S hope they're not... :) hang in there pple! :)

been a rather hectic 2 days... on fri, really was planning to mug, but plans all got ruined!! yuan decided to come to my house without warning, and parents wanted to go out for dinner after tt... arghhh... and yuan, am still amused with yr superbly creative lies... haha. then, at nite, jl decided to call and rant for an hour... more time gone... hope i dun flunk these tests...

realised it hasn't excatly been too smart of me to pon so many bio lectures afterall... some of the chapters tested just aren't in campbell, so the notes were actually required, and i had to copy stuff into them... oops. yet another blooper... sighs...

today, tried to be more focused, but still, dismal progress... i dunno what'll happen to me man... :S

but some rather nice stuff happened too... i found many nice photos on the net, there's scenery and some with animals too, they are quite breathe taking, and so i decided to print them out! i love my printer man, it prints so well, and the pictures just turned out quite stunning! :) of course, photo quality paper was used... ;)

also, after much time, i managed to d/l Usher's and Janet's new albums to have a listen! of course i'm planning to buy them, so dun u go accusing me of piracy... heh! :P they're quite nice... but not fantastic... both are very sexy if i should put it tt way... haha... oh, and one the of albums was in ogg vorbis format! cool huh? :P its size is smaller than mp3, but the quality is still there, and apparently, it is not subjected to copyright laws or something? not sure what tt's about...

surprised at how andy and james just lost leads in very winnable matches today... quite shocking i tell u... well, my player's career... he just won all 4 slams, is number 1... :) on a many many match winning streak... haha

oh, and man u should fire forlan. he must be the most pathetic striker i've ever seen... what the hell is he doing man?!??

kinda sad leah had to leave... but well, guess her last 2 performances were just not good enough... surprised jennifer was in the bottom 3... america doesn't like fat women apparently... :S

anyway, today was not a productive day at all... have not managed to mug anything in today... morning woke up, went to town to get cm's pressie... n bought myself a book... what a surprise eh? ;) hopefully i'd read it one day... then spent so long copying all my bio notes cuz i realised some topics are not in campbell... arghh. then went home, played some topspin, and yay, i've won a slam... and its the first slam i took part in... :) and i won it in a 3rd set tiebreak after being a break down in the decider, how close man... haha. was getting nervy... :S

oh, and enjoy the nice janet video by the side... its called 'I Want You'... :)
annd... if nick's weighing scale is working, i've gained 2kg... yeah!!

WOW WOW WOW!!! Today's american's idol is the best yet...!! so many heart stopping performances! First up, latoya london! what a way to open the competition... then came jon, fantasia, george, jasmine and diana... and they just blew me away... i dun even know who i hope can win man. think they all deserve recording contracts considering how many 'established' singers can't even perform live, plus they dun even write their own songs, so if these songs were given to any of these singers, it'd just become an even better song! disappointment from camile and leah... think one of them will leave... hope i'm wrong though...

k, on to my day... gerenally fun... nick came over when i was still in pj's... and in these groggy state... well, better then once when yuan came over when i was still soundly in bed... haha. zee came over after lunch, and we were trying to mug... well, we did get some work done amidst the conversations, tv and halo... thankfully. but having them over just made everything so much more fun. but hey, need to get serious soon, or i'm gonna be failing everything man... arghh...

anyway, just a note... the pimple on my nose? its stop shrinking and its on its way to getting bigger again. sighs...

i'm so tired... this shouldn't be, its the hols!! but no, i had to wake up at an unearthly hour just to attend the stupid science congress... and get moved from side to side by this stupid bitch... grrr... was bored to death, and falling asleep... saw the Vice President of the Singapore Biology Association... apparently, after he went up and started reprimanding us, everyone has got such a bad impression of the SBA, esp since they've head stories abt the president as well... haha...

after the boring science congress, which lots of pple left early from, went to bugis for lunch! nick, huiling and me went to fish and co, where the staffies were so interesting, kept offering us nice concoctions. first, to let us try them, then, they said tt if we thot of a nice name for the drink, they'd give us the cup on the table... haha, so funny... :P

*yawns* tried studying, didn't get much cuz i was having no discipline... played my xbox at 3 different times, and watched so much tv... arghh... well, thing is, i reached number 1 on the rankings on my tennis game, but i lost it... haha, looks like i shouldn't have played it the third time round... :P really ought to start styudying soon...

oh, thank goodness the rain stopped, so i could have tennis lessons. was been erratic... so pathetic, i wonder if i ever improve. i can be so good, and so bad, in a space of a min. its amazing...

wooh! great day man... watched erin brokonvich which i taped some weeks ago... julia is such a great actress!! and her smile... just blows me away... :P and the whole plot was just so awesome as well... :) tt movie set nick and me back by 1.5 hours tt we were planning on studying... but was worth it... :)

we played halo too... finished it at normal level... with the help of my sister, who kindly drove the warthog through the last parts which i am embarrassed to say, am very pathetic at... nick's worse though... ;)

had to go to NUS today to set up the poster, despite some obvious crookedness, mine looked quite good...

oh, and i watched america's top model today... am so amused with jay... he just out did all the girls at catwalking!! with his tight skirt and high heels... LOL, but apparently he's a damn good catwalk trainer or sth... and tyra was just wow when she shot the photos and catwalked, great difference between super model and model in training, haha... ;) and nicole is sooo gorgeous... perfect figure and face... i hope she wins... :)

finshed printing my poster at last... i seemed to have taken more time printing than designing, and its not cuz my printer's slow. i went to painstakingly, chop up my poster into many many bits manually on the com... and printed each section part out... how tedious is tt!?!! ah well, it'd better look nice...

had a boring day today... woke up at 1130, and lazed round till 1? then played xbox, watched tv, talked on the phone, and finally started my poster at like 5... then after dinner, decided i felt like walking round parkway by myself... so went out... its becoming a weekly habit... stopped and looked at everything, things can be so interesting. was observing how there were many guys buying facial care stuff, moisturizers at John Little, and how they seemed very embarrassed, cuz they'd be lowering their heads, and one even seemed quite flustered!! haha... then was outside watching pple doing strange dances?? never knew tt Parkway played music on Sundays for dance... :P then there was this child, bawling her lungs out and running round... and her parents apparently just stood there and watched??! i was like huh? haha, basically, i think i spent more time looking at happenings round me than products, well, can u say they are more interesting since they move? haha... still, i did buy some stuff, including sneaker balls at last... :) haha... can say good bye to stinky lockers at last...

arghh... stupid wireless connection suddenly decided to crank out, so my very long blog entry is gone with the click of a button? haha...

anyway, back to what i was trying to record... today was a very fun day! absolutely joy filled... :) started off in the morning with some admin matters for fencing tt got me a little panicky... but tt was fine. then, went with nick, cm, yuan and yihan to help miss heng sell cinnarolls! at first, nick and i thot tt we were gonna make yihan miss the shuttlebus if he waited for us, so i msged him to tell him to go first, and hmmm, he was gonna be later!! haha, should've known... :P still remember once, i was waiting at orchard, and u weren't there, and i called u, and u said, oh i just woke up... LOL...

the gep funfair was suprisingly successful, contary to what i had expected. it was packed with pple, and the atmosphere was great, it was just the mushy field, with stinky mud clinging on to everyone's shoe and toes... eck... :( when we first went there, i started eating the cinnarolls!! haha, but i wasn't slacking... its called promotion... everyone seeing me eat would feel like eating too... ;) haha, we came up with many methods to sell those stuff, mainly, shouting, shouting and shouting louder. nope, didn't really help... so we came up with our ultimate move... ta da! dress cm up in a cinaroll apron, with a cinaroll hat, and make him walk round selling cinnarolls, using his act kiddy and cute factor to lull aunties and uncles to buy cinarolls... worked so well! :D

haha, after selling the first batch, i was so delighted to recieve the second batch and spot some cinnarolls with raisins! :D so i shouted, i want the raisin one, and this together with the crowd of students visiting, made it seem like these stuff were damn popular, and soon, patrons came swarming in without any advertisement and snapped up all the cinnarolls. and damn, my precious raisin cinnaroll had to be sacrificed. this lady reserved 4, and we had 2 left when she returned. so miss heng concluded i should sell her my cinnaroll... ah wells...

after tt, nick and i went to play at the stalls... felt so kiddish... :O but nevermind, won some stuff... technically, not won, cuz i actually should not have got a prize, but the girl was so nice, gave me 4 boxes of smints even though i paid only 2? ermmm... doesn't make sense since each box is worth 2!!

after this, we went to yihan's place to play tennis... weather sucked, so hot and humid... arghh... had a most interesting doubles match. yh n i were up 5-2, then were down 5-6 after having so many match points. then went into a tiebreak, had some match points, and lost in the tiebreak. quite sad... but well, it was a good match cuz the yuan and cm did persist with their tactics, frustrated us. guess we shouldn't have tried to beat them at their game, and just stuck to our own... then dangerous thunder and lightning came, and we scampered to yh's house for shelther.

there, we played cranium, which made me realise just how pathetic my general knowledge was. need to read more papers and such... sighs... :P we had pizza for dinner... so glad pizza hut had a buy 1 get 1 free offer, so we had 2 large pizzas... i ate 4 slices... and i wasn't really full... quite amazing... :P after tt, played hearts, where yihan shot the moon twice in a row... quite amazing! well done yh... :) and while we were playing, the yuan mama fiasco was on! she was phoning me, yh and cm to find out where her dear ah yuan was... and we had to lie to save his sorry ass, cm even had to tell his parents to lie... hope all this worked... :P oh, and yh gave me his reebok pants, tt goes with my shirt! so its actually very nice, and the player in Topspin wears the same stuff as me! haha... thanks a lot!

anyway, it was just so fun to spend the day with all of u... its always fun and laughter filled... :) glad we are still able to do this despite our own busy schedules... will miss u guys when we're in ns n yh is in uni? hope we'll still meet up often... :) *wistful sigh*

anyway, on a side note, i've got this most vile pimple on my nose, tt refuses to go away even after 2 weeks. it has earned me the nickname from my class, hedgehog the red nose reindeer... arghhh. and the problem is, it is bleeding like mad. and whenever i rub my nose, it just bleeds. anyone can give me any quick fixes for pimples?? :(

interesting how i could be the one to show others your blog when i couldn't remember the address since its bookmarked on my com, and i never typed anything on the com tt day... and if u dun believe me, then u can just stay tt way. i'm sure i've ever told anyone anything u told me not to... yet u choose to believe others who can't say the same. and u just blew up without ever trying to find out the truth, not even a chance to explain, n u r asking y i didn't try? the last straw was when u decided to move away when i sat behind u... and should u decide to change yr mind on what u said, tell me, though i guess u'd rather just live behind those lies... if u can't even trust me on such a simple matter, then perhaps, your decision is rite...

last day in school... thank goodness... so sick of school, mostly cuz of long and boring tutorials if anything else. i dunno how the bio teachers in rj do it, but they manage to make me loathe my favourite subject when ever there are lessons. Bio lectures, tutorials, practs and even S paper classes... every one of these i feel like ponning, and i pon half of them. Ba... i just hope i dun fail bio. and bloody inge is a piece of crap... just cuz i was looking at my worksheet while i was greeting her, she had to ask the whole class to look at me. wth... and with her usual crap tt she wun let us off till 3.50, the end of pract, even if it means tt we sit there messing up the lab, can she blame us for doing everything so slowly and lifelessly??

its just a strange day today... i just dun understand some pple... how do they manage to persist on staying annoyed at someone when tt person isn't really at fault. she just doesn't bother trying to find out the truth, and maintains on being angry. whatever, enough is enough, fume to death if u must, i wun care...

arghhh, the last few lessons of the day have just completely ruined my mood. inge and mr chan... wth man. sucks. and with the other stuff on my mind... i can't even concentrate on playing xbox or reading now... sucks

woohoo! the plasma tv is here... its damn nice... can't stop staring at it... :P too bad the sofa isn't here yet, so its kinda uncomfortable watching it, cuz the old sofa is gone and i've no where to sit... :P can't wait for them to come man!!! :)

american idol was great... pity katie is gone... no more eye candy... haha... :P but well, kinda liked all the wildcards except george, was hoping vulaca would get thru... but ah wells... go fantasia, camile, jasmine, jon, leah and latoya... u guys are great! :) am so in love with their voices and personalities... !! this season is definitely worth looking forward to... haha!

oh, i've managed to crack the top 5 on topspin... so happy... wah, took me so many hours of playing to attain tt... gosh, i'm so tired... but then, still too lousy to win major pro tournies... only can win pro ones... if i keep this up, gonna be like martina... :S number one with no slams... haha, so unglamourous

and today, i kinda realised tt i'm friendly with almost everyone in class, some more so than others... usually talk to everyone at least a little a day... but, then again, realised tt i'm not particularly close to anyone in class... hmmm, kinda sad when we just talk about superficial and trivial stuff all day long, can make me feel quite moody sometimes... guess its my own fault... its like all this boils down to last year... hmmm, but nevermind... as long as there are still other good friends outside of class... :)

bored... haha... was an awfully boring day... ended up doddling on some things... oops... sorry to those pple... :P

enjun was highly annoying today. was talking to pc, and telling him tt wade was better than mcmurray cuz its cheaper with more stuff, color, just tt its paperback... and no, enjun just had to come up with every reason possible to support his stand. give up, u had a bad bargain, now dun try to put me down. haha, he said, text books should be hardcover! then, oh, u are only taking A Level chem, dun need such a powerful book. Then, its too confusing for u to use... and then, he went, its only for pple who are studying chem at uni... WHATEVER... LOL... u know, it just sounds so despo.

and i got a blueslip for no reason... inge didn't check attendance today... darn... wasted my efforts.

pace of life is slowing down... thank goodness... oh, in my latest escapade in Topspin, i won a tournament! i've still only lost 1 match... and i'm quite rich now... hey... the finals was a dog fight... but once i wore the opponents confidence down by winning a crucial game, things became so much easier... :D

all the best to everyone 4 their gp exams tmr... :)

Saturday was competition... had a really rocky start... overcomed it... but during Direct Elimination, same old problem again... ahh... yet another close one. i seem not to be able to take the next step... ah well, tt's the last competition in quite some time, maybe something could be done abt it. wasn't tt great a day... but at least i did something rite... guess consoling someone and suceeding is good... :) dinner at secret recipe tt nite... and went round parkway shopping... was alone, and somehow i didn't go to the game shop to look for my long awaited Topspin tt nite...

next morning, went yh's place for tennis... well, am glad to say tt i felt tt i've been able to improve my consistency... though this still works as i tend to make strange errors from nowhere at all at crucial points. after i went home, got such a huge surprise!! parents had bought me Topspin... i couldn't believe it. it was the last copy, and i didn't see it the previous day. well, at least my parents did! :) though i didn't do work the past 2 days, i couldn't be bothered and played a few hours... was so engrossed tt when huishan called me to ask for help in some math stuff, i just mumbled nonsense to her... haha! okie... as a result, didn't get to watch Erin Brockovich like i planned to... well, i taped it! :P

today... hmmm, rain was highly irritating. wanted to go to NUS to look for an organic chem textbook... thank goodness for aaron's parents... or i wouldn't have got to the train station dry? haha... then at NUS, decided tt i didn't want McMurray cuz it wasn't fantastic... was actually gonna buy it cuz i was lazy to have to go elsewhere to look for Wade in such weather, but then msged nick, and he said dun get it, so i decided not to. thank goodness... :P then i went to clementi... buses were nice to me, all came very quickly... and i went to the big book store there and got the last 2 copies of Wade... haha... damn heavy! and its so beautiful... the colors and everything... wow! :) cm, u've good taste... haha. oh, the way the pass books from upstairs to downstairs is so cool, they've this slide thing and they just slide it down, and there's a spongy thing to cushion the books fall... nice! :) anyway, the book is great...!

okie, was raining today - so depressing and irritating. so can't have tennis lessons, so played more of my Xbox topspin. its damn nice! u can play it online with xbox live, and they've got like rankings worldwide, just like in the real life circuit and u compete against other pple online!! the graphics are fab, sounds realistic too... like u can hear the ball hitting the fence if u fail to get to it? mmmm... and the audience usually cheers for the underdog... like real matches! the whole game is just so cool... but lost my first match today, so my record is 5-1... arghh... went into the finals of a rather large tournament and got thrashed... sad. nevermind, shall try again tmr? haha...

am so glad life is returning to its usual pace again... i've time to do my own stuff and play com, watch tv... been crazy past few weeks where i've just been struggling and having no free time. i feel so dead without my recreational time... :P and after getting back some results this term, i think i've done ok this term considering how i've not been able to do my work etc... and sometimes, pple shouldn't tell me i should not be unhappy w my results... i will only be satisfied if i felt i've done my best, and i really dunno how to do... not if i made tonnes of mistakes tt shouldn't be there... k? and tt means i can be unhappy with an A... yes, so dun give me those looks, this is me.

gosh, last few days have just been terrible... taking every once of energy out of me... never wanna have to do this again. sleeping at 1am or later 3 nites in a row.

lotsa things happened these 3 days... not excatly too happy, but shall not talk abt it... but well, guess u are just tt much more irritable when u are tired and exhausted. just been having no time to do anything at all cuz i'm home past 9 everyday... but i guess things will not be this bad next week... so yup... :)

i just dunno what to make of so many things... yup, and stuff just keep bugging me... :(

ah well, whatever... maybe i'll grow numb to all this...

on a side note... glad tt RJ did so well this year... wonder if it'd be the same for us next year when we are back?

phew, today and yesterday have been great despite all the tests... guess when u r happy, everything can be good... :)


yesterday was hectic... after school, cabbed to wheelock's place for lunch and look for morrison n boyd... its quite cheap, about $60, but then there isn't stock, so we've gotta preorder and it'd take abt 6 weeks... sounds reasonable... anyone else other than nick, nicky and luo who wants it tell me quick, cuz i'm gonna order soon... :P and if u were wondering y we had to cab to orchard... cuz dear nick has music lessons... wasted my $6... ah wells, it was hot anyway.

had a nice haircut! really like it... got a different hairdresser from usual... looks like guys are better at doing hair as well... :P the hair is thinner now and it has got many more layers... and i realised tt hairdressers are how meticulous... cut already, trim again and again just to make sure...

tennis was great too... actually hit quite well... but lost all my skills somehow when i played with my coach... was so pathetic... :( ah well, lack match play... so yups. then after dinner and all, was 9, so tried hard to study... not like it made a difference... i studied so little... :P well, at least i got to sleep quite early... :)

hmmm, today was test test and more tests... arghh... math was great! but physics, made some silly errors, cost me so much... a negative side. wth... *grumbles* even though the tests are all over, i've somehow more work to do... cuz got no reason not to finish all my tutorials... :S but i'm getting better at evading checks... managed not to do my Chem S last qn undetected... whenever jeanne tan tried to collect, i'd ask her some other stupid qn and she'd forget abt it... ahaha! :)

anyway, 4M rocks! haha... feels so good when we are all together again being crazy... during break b4 tests today, and after Chem S today... fun bunch of pple... smart too! :D which we were still together... driving teachers mad and do crazy stuff... things are quite different now... :P

ok, quite late now thanks to dinner at bugis... and sort of exhausted cuz of the day since i was quite high at some pts... :P should slp...